DELAYED

I’m not talking about delayed menstrual period.LOL. I’m having cramps actually. (Do I really need to say that? Whatever. They say write from the heart. I did. Though nonsensical.)

I’m gonna talk about time.

I’m such a slow paced person. I don’t mean that I do things slowly. I do things in my own time efficiently! LOL

Tomorrow is another day.

And the world gives me endless tomorrows.

Mañana lady. Sue me.

Too vague. I’ll give you a clearer picture.

When everyone, I mean everyone in the world, is busy enjoying all the networking sites, I don’t care. Haha. If my memory serves me right, which I doubt, according to Social Network, Facebook was created in 2002. I made my account last 2009. Twitter was around 2005 or 2006. I made my account just a few months ago. Microsoft Office’s latest available software is 2007. I was still using the 2003 days back. Everyone was soo crazy about Harry Potter since 2000. I really am not a fan. Forgive me for the wrong info. I just watched movies 1-5 a week ago (6^th movie copy not yet on hand. Just the movie. No plans to read. LOL)

Now you have an idea of ‘slow pace’ for me. I do things in my own time. Eventhough my timeline is tooooo  late compared to others, I don’t give a single care.

Mañana attitude + oppositional defiant character = still-stuck-in-the-middle-of-nowhere ME.

Days from now, I’m going to do something I should have done two years ago. And this is something I can’t avoid. And this is CHANGE. I guess the old adage, the only unchangeable thing on earth is change, is absolutely correct!

Change is part of living. Change is parth of growth. Physically and emotionally wise. Though how hard I try to delay these changes, they will eventually happen. Maybe not today but THE tomorrow will come. I realized that I don’t have all the tomorrows of the world because some of them already belonged to my past and currently my present.

Going out of one’s comfort zone is really scary. Being a ‘comfort’ person, it totally freaks me out. But this is what I’ve been praying for. And now I’m given the chance. With this chance, change follows. OMG! This is my cowardly talk! Eff! It’s hell to know it’s but beyond hellish to accept it.

The voice of my high school teacher became clearer. And she said, “The world is for the assertive and the brave.” Agree.

I have things to do. Bags to pack. Tsk. Tomorrow! Ow! Must change. New motto.

Time is of the essence.

Or maybe a classic example of verbigeration (repetitive, a psychological behavior) is all I need.

Now is the time. Now is the time. Now is the time.

                                          (photo credit by connect.in.com)